regret for embious thing

Nothing is regretted from happy thing or good feeling

But, I do feel regret now.

I am going to marry soon and want to have a happy life

I am a person originally who enjoy myself and drinking with men

I've watched the funny movie "Hangover" which made me attractive enough to enjoy the days before I get married

In the movie, men go out for drinking as they celebrate the last night for single

I think this is really necessary for the happy life because no one will know what is going to happen in the future

And everybody knows you will not have time freely alone or with your nice friends after marriage

That's why I held the single party with my coworkers, which includes many youngers

What I regret for this party is I am not sure if I forget my past life and change my mind as a husband even with the feeling I was fun to have time with my coworkers

In fact, I was drunk and made a lot of calls apparently.

It's a kind of ashamed on myself

I do tell you once more,
I Want A Happy Marry Life

Can I go?