言われずにやれるのが１流言われてやるのが２流そして言われてもやらない(できない)のはもう話になんないよ もうやる気ないよ……こいつらに教える気全く起きない… そしてそんな俺自身にも腹が立って仕方ない

I have just finished my big work. I had been doing very hard for it. Accurately, it has not finished yet, I mean, I will have one more thing to do. But I feel happy after the show.On the other hand, I feel like nothing. Everything I had wa…