会う前は 出会ってすぐに抱きしめよう そんな気持ちでいっぱいなのに 抱きしめることもできないバカだ 会う前は キスをしようと誓っていた そんな気持ちでいっぱいなのに キスをすることもかなわないバカだ 会う前は 好きだと伝えたくて仕方なかった そんな…

俺はいくじなしだ別に嫌われるわけでもなかろうに…… 断られても理解はするべきなのに 腹が立って仕方なくなる…… 今は俺自身の意気地のなさに苛立っている

The other day I was so glad that my students did a wonderful thing. They did it not just by being ordered, but by themselves.This "themselves" made me so happy!!You know what, I had been depressing so much about my students attitude for th…

最近原因不明の胸の痛みに悩んでいます病院に行っても何だかわからなくて、 レントゲンとか採血検査とかやっても結果異常なし精神的な問題なのかな？と疑いをかけてはみるものの 精神的なことでここまで身体に影響があるものなのか疑問(・。・?) はてさて、…

It doesn't mean the character's name in Naruto this time.It means I have pain on my bodies. Headache, breathache, especially these two make me upset truly. It caused me to be absent from work, which tells you how much I concern this situat…

言われずにやれるのが１流言われてやるのが２流そして言われてもやらない(できない)のはもう話になんないよ もうやる気ないよ……こいつらに教える気全く起きない… そしてそんな俺自身にも腹が立って仕方ない

I have just finished my big work. I had been doing very hard for it. Accurately, it has not finished yet, I mean, I will have one more thing to do. But I feel happy after the show.On the other hand, I feel like nothing. Everything I had wa…

花火はいいな 今は一人でみてる 周りにはたくさんの親子花火の静かな音とこの涼しい空気と遊び回る子供たち 夏の風物詩 花火 隣りにあの娘がいてくれるといいんだけどな なんて書いてみる 「さ、花火みに行こっか」

It's been a long time since I had a sirious talking with a native in English.But the problem was I got known that I had to improve my English again and again. While speaking, something but it's nothing disturb me over in my head.And I lost…

最近ほめることができていない気がする 疲れを顔に出してる気がする成長させてあげたい いい方向に 元気に生活してほしい 楽しく過ごせるように

On 26th of this month, Thursday, it was my girl friend's birthday.I felt very happy thanks to her words.Originally I'm not good at planning for a girl. It seemed she had known that to give me such a kind word. Back to the telling to my pas…

Today, I'm going to God's town, Akihabara. The aim to visit that place is a bar. Yes, I am going to drink with my friend in the sanctuary. But why Akiba? even thoiugh I'm not the akiba liver... The answer is I've haerad there is an interst…

I'm the fuck of fuck for my stupid mind.Too chicken boy I am... fuck man...

I've been happy these days, I don't know why, though. Of course, I've got so much nervousness in my heart. But, I believe I can go up the high wall. It's been almost decided that I would be carged in one class next year. It's the first exp…

What the hell is he?? I'm not good in my mind to think of my duty.I want to make the relationship between my moss well but it's not going well at the moment...I know I did something bad to him and I really regret what I've done. Well, I ma…

It's been a half year since I made one of my dreams true.It's a kinda the greatest life in my whole year.But, I've got a problem with it...I mean, I got not to know what to do for the next.Until the end of this month, I think we will finis…

It was just yesterday when it happened... I was going to the restaurant which I had already checked where it was. On the map, there was a street to get to the restaurant. So, I tried to find the street many times with walking up and down. …