I have more possibility!!

Is it my real skill that I've learnt in this last 1 year?

I doubted what my eyes were watching...I didn't want to believe it's my ability.

I can say there is more possibility to improve bu bu but, I believed my English skill had improved so much enough for me to think I did very well in Australia.

I was rushed in my head when I heard that one of my friends who also went to Australia to study language took a special score in TOEIC for the end of March.

Even if she had better ability on English, I hadn't thought I was defeated by her even once because I went to Australia much longer than she did.

However, the result was cruel enough to let me down to the bottom of the hill.

To tell the truth, I really expected to get nearly full point and use it for the job hunting...I've got to give up doing it, though.

The score I got this time was the score that many Japanese people who haven't been to foreign countries also are able to get in just like piece of a cake.

I got really nervouse about the way from now on how I get improve my English, not about the score in fact...(You may have thought of my score as I'd mentined it till now.)

I misestimated how much I had got along with this language.Besides, I threw my mind away into the rubbish can perhaps because I had sutisfying mind for my English skill in certain extent with the content by the fact that I managed to make it as much as I could do.

It was the big mistake. I regret glising to hear that my friend said to me he was studying TOEIC test even I had a confidence to get a excellent result and thought I needn't to study for the TOEIC anymore.

I was so foolish. The journy to ultimate Englisk will be continued for long distant that I can't see that end.

Every day is a trial.

Oh I am anxicious to study English now.
I will restart learning it with much passion.

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