I have to take a rest some while.

I'm in deserve which I have't had for this few years.
I didn't know it was such a irritating and unacceptable thing to get an unsatisfying result.
I want to hide if there is any holes near here.

Due to this shocking result, I got in depressed and got not to want to speak,
none, not to want to do anything...

I have to be cured by myself.

Believe in yourself.