Ahhhh, no way!!

I have kept one thing for a long time, but this time, I want to finish it.
Think about it now, I should've stopped it a half year ago...
Why am I going still??

I wonder....

Even I was said I was strange, insane, crazy...etc.
I have put up with that situation till now.
I guess that those patient is going to explode this time.
Unfortunately or fortunately, I have one of the biggest event in my life in the near time.
I am being so nervous and stressed because of that.
I think the time has come to explode my feeling and get the freedom.

I might be going to regret...but it's my life, isn't it?