あけましておめでとうございます

I feel something strange in my mind.
I confirmed it has disappeared from my emotion.
I really thought so...

But still it hasn't left and still push back to my heart.
I want to vanish it, or don't want to?
I have not idea for it any more.

I mean, I got a HAPPY NEW YEAR mail from her.
It was just a mail to say HAPPY NEW YEAR.
I know it, however, I feel like my heart beating crazily.
Gosh...
Still have the emotion to her?

I want to vanish.

May god the greatest fortune will falling down to everyone.